|
Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Monday, May 4, 2009 Dear blogspot, Sometimes, well, a lot of times, I wonder how long and how much more I can take all of these..I don't feel like I have an outlet to let out all these that's been bottled up for so long inside of me..I used to be the kind who will tell my friends, those I'm close to and those I feel comfortable to talk with, about these things that troubles me and talk to them about my problems..But as time goes on, I feel as if there is no purpose of me telling all those things to people, cuz no doubt I feel much better talking it out and dissecting every little details of the situation, there is one thing lacking: The Solution..Soon after realising that, I began to tell only when I felt the person might have a solution, or perhaps I was still with my old tell-all-who-I-can habit..Slowly after that..I realized..That this little thing, that has snowballed with time, doesn't seem to have an ending, doesn't seem to have a solution..Over time, I slowly cease telling people about the existence of this small big thing..It's like a tumor growing at the back of my sub conscience..Its there..And growing..And I can't do much about it to stop it's sickening growth.. Blogspot..There is no telling what I am pushed to do now..Circumstances makes a person who they are..I wonder what will be the outcome of this circumstance.. at the edge wondering should i take the fall or will i ever have the strength to continue holding on..:) [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 8:54 AM
|
forever i am, fireshamie. **ChiLLaX & EnjOY ** An Idealistic Idealist. What is yours? A Spontaneous Idealist. A Leo Woman. An ENFP "Journalist". These people love novelty and surprises. They are big on emotions and expression. Life is an exciting drama.  LiVin mA dReAms & EnjoYing mA LiFe.. Luv mA Family. Treasure FrIenDsHiPs lots&lotss.. ** LURVE cLyDiE bEby DaRLing BikiE~~!!! ^-^  ** PASSIONS~~ MUSIC & RIDING BIKES ** INTERESTS~~ MANY Many many..... .: Heartful Desires :. ** maintain ma baby speed devil ^-^ ** achieve all my dreams.. ** gotta be somebody..^-^ ** love, passion, happiness and freedom.. ** stuff that are not of the physical nature.. ** Class 2A License ** Class 3 License ** Arai Astro Light Fullface Helmet ** Lady's Riding Jacket ** Lady's Riding Boots ** Riding Up North ** New Wallet ** New Handphone ** Lappy ** The Sim 3 :D ** .: Whispers of the Mind... :. .: Rhythm of the Soul :. .: Cherished Ones :. Disclaimer: Read & interpret at your own will, & I'm not held responsible on how you choose to view my posts. =) Blog alive since April'04. |
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home