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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Thursday, September 18, 2008 1) got this from a dear friend's blog.. exactly how i feel abt the same kinda person, my dear.. ur not alone =) " I dont get it. Why are u owaes trying to bring me down? Maybe you're not. But your actions prove otherwise. Shudnt u be a role model? Someone who SHOULD be showing concern. NOT saying things that may or would bring me down. But then u are always showing this attitude like u dont even care about me. Do u even realise that ur actions are always upseting me, hurting my feelings? i guess u've NEVER realised that. & i've NEVER been bold enough to tell u. For fear that i might say the wrong things. & also cause i respect u. For 17 yrs of my life, i've been trying to be patience. But its tiring u know. Always taking care of ur feelings but NOT MINE. Yet u dont even appreciate everything that i've ever done. All u did was to criticise & bring me down. Maybe if i were to tell you how i really feel, u would change. But then again u also might just ignored it and return to ur old self. ARGGHH!!!! " why cant u understand? that i am trying my best for me, for u, for us..that i do however, need the time n my own space..that i am big enuf to do things my own way..when will u ever understand? 2) asal korang benci aku sangat2? ape aku perna perna buat pat korang? ape yang aku da buat sampai korang benci aku sangat2? ape sala aku pade korang? ape dosa aku pada korang? salah ke aku jadi seorang yang seperti aku? dosa kah aku ingin menjadi diri aku sendiri? sala ke aku for being true to myself? takde kah tempat di hati korang untuk memaafkan ape jua kesalahan yg pade korang aku da buat pade korang? 3) if ur not happy with me, tell it to my face. i already told u wat u need to know. i will settle what i need to settle w u as soon as i get what i need to get. there is no way you need to show ur frustrations cuz it wont matter. the more the most important things to me are not settled yet, the longer i have to delay in settling with you what i need to settle with you. dont u get it? you should know better. u shud know what is the most important thing i need to settle right now. and if it's delayed. it'll just delay what i need to settle w u. so. moral of the story. The more the matters for my bike are delayed, the more delayed it will be to settle that thing I need to settle with you. So yeah. 4) it started as an ok day.which got sucky for a bit.then it got better.seriously better =).after that.things just went downhill.SUCKEYYHHHHHH.. some random pictures.       ya allah..tolong lah hamba mu yang lemah ini..... amin.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 6:16 PM
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