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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Monday, August 18, 2008 I miss my bike dearly. Sometimes. People make fun of the accident. Not that I mind. But I would just feel sad suddenly out of the blue. *cry cry* And I dunno why. Sometimes people would tease me with nothing related with my bike. And I would just..Get..Pissed..Upset..Then I'd feel sad..My bike..Sad.. =( And..I dunno why people would always take it that, with my PH pay coming up soon, I can do EVERYTHING with it. Don't matter for what, be it bike, public transport, etc etc etc..Like, HELLO. PH pay is only how much? I got so many things to settle..And people can just go, oh never mind, ur pay coming up right, can do after pay come right..And I would just get PISSED..Cuz most of them who says that KNOWS that I have absolutely not much cash left, not even 50 on me, and the amount i get for my pay is only so much, that after I settle those monthly things, I have NOTHING MUCH LEFT, and I would be almost BACK TO F**KING square one..So.....BRAPE BANYAK KALI AKU NAK CAKAP, SETANNN!!!!! And YES!!!! I AM looking for a FCKING full time JOB! PLEASE dun f*ing ask me stupid questions which I can't properly answer like "Why never look for full time job?", "Why never look for proper job?" Oh hello!! Like, I so totally AM!!! Don't be such a dumb ass can? TO whoever la..I'm not pint pointing, cuz so many people ask me those freakingishly DUMB questions! Tell me, who the f*king hell don't wanna get a proper full time job after they graduate or when they are of the proper age and/or mindset for a career???????? ISHK!!!! These same and dumb questions are driving me nuts!!!!! GAH!!! And the worst part is..Everytime I look at the roads..I see the bikes..No matter what bikes la..Gosh..Feel like crying sia..Sheesh..Guess no one understands how it feels, well, maybe except for riders who had been in a similar condition of a temporarily unrideable bike..I miss the roads..I miss my favourite roads..I miss the feeling..I miss the speed..I miss the wind..I miss playing with the gears..I miss playing with the throttle..I miss P.I.E..I miss E.C.P..I especially miss riding with my SPR brothers and rempiting home with them..I miss EVERYTHING.. *sobs* I miss Clyde..... [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 11:14 PM
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