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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Thursday, March 20, 2008 I feel like I've lost more Loved ones today.. So many things happened at such a short period of time.. Belum lepas satu balak, datang lagi seguni.. The best part is, I don't see it coming.. Maybe for some of it, I could actually spot it in the horizon.. But mostly, it came as a total surprise for me.. Either way, it kicks me in the ass and hurts the hell out of me when it came.. It's painful..It really is.. But somehow, I've managed to get these emotions under some sort of control.. Else I'd be a monster loose out there some where..Hahax.. Haix..Neh mind.. Now I'll just chill out & relaks as much as possible in the way that I can.. Go on with plans which have been hatched & grown.. Prepare myself for the worst always.. Back myself up with other plans.. So that even though I'm bound to fall, I won't fall too hard over and again too painfully.. And the best but hardest thing to do, is to numb my emotions & feelings.. But I can do it.. I have to, so that I can survive.. Or else I'd just be dragging myself everywhere.. I'm having a mini headache, I think.. Can I just stop thinking? Better still, can I just stop feeling? I can do without feelings & emotions.. Hurhur.. If there's ever a chance to choose the feelings that I choose to have, I'd rather have it happy & angry (hey, being angry is good actually, but not excessive anger of course).. If only there is an eject button when the emotions get too heavy, or a delete button for our memories, that'd be soooo great.. Hahax.. We've all been lost for most of this life Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us And I know that most of us just ain’t right Following the wrong steps, being led by pride Hmm.. Toodles.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 3:32 PM
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