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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.

Monday, March 24, 2008

I had a gReATT weekend..Unfortunately, something is not right with my internet @ home, so I couldn't blog about it..

I went to Farhana's family's chalet, 3 days 2 nights..It was a damn great chill out time for me, a time to unwind and get away from some things for a while..Something I really had needed, after literally getting hit by a bombshell or two before the weekends & also to just take a break from the normal routine everyday things that I go through daily..I almost didn't feel like going back to the normal everyday life..Hahax..

Things went fairly smoothly..Technically, I was suppose to be a guest..But I guess since I was there the whole time & that I was the only guest who was there the whole chalet, I kinda became a host too..

Friday, I reached Downtown East, Pasir Ris Chalet about the same time as Farhana's family did, about late afternoon..Farhana & me were busy unpacking our stuffs, cam-whoring & chilling out in the room upstaris, while her family was unpacking downstairs..After we we were all settled, bbq started in the evening..Fir's friends came over later on..I had a great time doing the bbq-ing & disturbing Fir's frens..Hahax..Soon after, Husniyah came over..Ahx, I had a jolly good chilling out meeting up with an old friend..=) We went to the beach area & chill out there..Gosh, how I miss my old frens =) (& my other friends too =) ) Sadly, soon after, Husniyah had to go home..Then me & Farhana went back to chalet, where her older brother's friends are already there..We chilled out for a while before going up the 2nd level & zonked out at abt 1am..The room was darn cold, I tell you..

Busy Cam-Whoring up in the 2nd floor room..

Chiak!

Farhana, Husniyah & Me..
damn, i look so chinese suddenly!

Saturday, we awoke to her dad's wake up calls @ about 11.30am..We had some breakfast during lunch time..Soon after, about 2, Farhana & me went to Wild Wild Wet & had a splashing great time there..Okay, the SKy Ride was kinda scary for me.. ;P Can't blame me, I kinda have a fear of heights..Hehe..But at least I tried it..We went on to all the things there except for the purple slide, cuz the rain fell & lightning strikes, and rendered the ride close for the while..At that time, we decided to go back to the chalet & waited out the rain, which got heavier..

The rain stopped in the evening about 6 to 7..The bbq got started soon after around 7 plus to 8..Saturday was the day that both of us were looking forward to, cuz it'd be the day that I get to meet KPS for the first time, who I have heard of for a long time then, & Farhana gets to meet up with her boyfie as well..They came over about 9pm..There was Nadra & her boyfie, Andre, Zaidi, Afif, Ikhsan & Faizal..Finally, I get to meet them who I've heard for a long time.. =) ..It was also good to see my old poly classmate, San..We ate, chilled out & bbq-ed..I did alot of the bbq-ing initially..Sadly, Nadrah had to go off..I was just about to get to know her..=) Nice meeting ya, girl =) ..

Me, Nadrah & Farhana..Gimmie some pouts, beby.. =)

Later on, the guys went off for a while..Me & Farhana got bored, and we talked & cam-whored..She was badly missing her dude..Hahax..Damn funny la u beb..After what seemed like donkey years, the guys came back..Me & the guys went to Cheers to buy some stuffs while leaving Farhana & Zaidi some quality time together manning the bbq..I got the guys some redbull & we head back to the chalet..Kecoh sak dorang..Hahax..Gerek kepe =)) ..We chilled out, did some more bbq-ing & ate for a while..

Some say we look like sisters..Hehe..

Love ya! Zaidi jgn jeles ehks..Hahax..

At one point, about 4 am, there's this makcik from the other chalet room who made a big fuss of the noises the youngsters from other chalet rooms in that area & us were making..Oh hello, makcik..If u wanna go sleep, go home & sleep la..Don't come chalet to sleep..Aiyo..Lol..

Then soon after, we head out to exploring the park nearby..Walked around & went to the maze..Damn, some of the maze's bushes had been hacked to create short cuts to the center..Boring sia like that, no challenge like the time I went there a year plus ago..Anyways, we hanged out at the staircase-like area near there & took some photos..We came back to the chalet about 6am & the guys head off home..Farhana & me took some snooze..

Hehe, the 1st pic we took & it came out damn nice!
This is the 1st edited one..

2nd edited one..

Informal pose! Ahx

Her family & me went off about 10am Sunday..Her dad kindly tumpang me home in the family car..I reached home, did some things, and snoozed till late afternoon..Hehe..

This section is mainly written for some friends of mine..I'm sorry if suddenly I had seem to not contact you guys or something..Here's my explanation, and I hope you guys can accept these explanations to my sudden actions..

It's just that I was quite shocked to receive the news from you two..For one thing, I literally got hit by a bombshell that morning before that, and it had saddened me greatly..Another, it was not expected..I had seen something coming, but I never thought it was so soon..At least, if there was ever any ideas in my head that this was coming, I had no idea it was so soon..WAY TOO SOON..And more surprisingly, it so soon after you had broken off with that person..I was so shocked..

Furthermore, I hadnt expected this from my friends, especially from my bestfriends..I thought we are all suppose to be bestfriends & nothing could change that ==(( ..I'm just sad actually..Yes, please do believe me, I AM HAPPY FOR YOU, but I'm sad about other things..And no, I am not jealous..I have asked myself as well, why my sudden reactions to this..I asked myself, was it cuz I'm jealous? The answer that I found, and the answer is far from jealous..I just feel left out, you know..And also, right now I guess I shall just leave you guys alone..Have some time with yourselfs, you know..Let me take the time to adjust to this..Cuz it is seriously shocking to me..At the moment, I just simply couldnt get myself to adjust to that idea..I hope you guys understand..

I just wanna let you guys know, that I really miss you guys..But please let me have the time to adjust to this seriously unexpected turn of events..I'm sorry guys, if my reactions & actions have hurt you..I apologise from the bottom of my heart..

Gosh..I wanna cry already..Great..I'm such a cry baby..Gahs..

Forgive me, my dear friends..
Just let me go my way, for now..

Anyways..To end my post, I feel that with this weekend, I felt that I have lost some things, and gained other things..For that part, only I have an idea about what those things are, though I'm still not so sure what those really are and if those can be considered good or not in the long run..But it's ok..I have learnt the hard way that to survive life, you gotta take things in stride..So shall I continue doing that, no matter how hard things comes by..

Hahax..Whatever la.. ;P

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