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Thursday, February 14, 2008

This is a song that my sister let me hear from her phone..It's her friend singing a malay song which he penned the lyrics himself..I was touched when I heard the song..The story line sounds so familiar..I tried not to, but the song is so touching, that I cried..Hahax..How not to..The lyrics are good (despite the familiarities to my own situation), the music, and definitely that voice - the guy's got a good singing voice, gosh, seriously! Hahax..No wonder my sis seems to be *ahem* falling in love with the song..Or is it the guyyy himselff **heehs**..Anywho..I'm just so tempted to post the song here..But I respect this guy's copyright originality and I just so love the song, I shall just post a literal translation of the Malay song in English..

From the day I knew you
Your shadow follows me
I give you all of my heart, my dear
But you left me

The shine in your eyes,
The sound of your voice
I'm waiting for all that
To come back to me
Like how it was

You went away without saying anything
I thought it was only for a while
But it turns out you are leaving me forever
I hadn’t want to let you go
Cuz your still in my heart
Come back to me, my dear
Please don't leave me

Where did your devotion go?
Where have your promises gone ?
You promised till death do us part
But you broke your promises, my dear

Touching right..Ahax..

Anywhos..On my mind...

I just wanna say I'm sorry..
I pray everyday that he would forgive me for my wrong-doings that have hurt him..
And I hope that I'd be forgiven, by those I've done wrong to..
I just wanna clear my guilt that have been carried around like a weight in my heart for long..

And I feel like dedicating these songs to someone special in my heart..

If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
And I will always love you

Bittersweet Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish to you love

We were as one
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I’ll let you fly
‘Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die

You’ll always be a part of me
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong

I ain’t gonna cry
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you’ll be back again
‘Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

To my dear friends..Pls dun think I'm dedicating this post to him cuz I'm being petty/pathetic/not-over-him/still-mourning-over-him and what nots else you might be thinking (more to the discouraging words like above), cuz I'm not..I'm really fine with things and I'm coping better now, thanks to great friends like you guys and girls..=)

As well as friends, time heals and time told of lessons I have to learn the hard way..It really is not as easy as a simple advice from friends when they say, "Just forget him la"..I doubt I'll ever forget someone that special to me unless something happens and I got amnesia *choy*..Hahax..But yeah, I'm cool now.. =) Let him fly, yea..

It really had took alot for me to get to where I am now, especially emotionally & mentally..I've resorted to alot of things to make me forget and move on, but some of the ways are just too hazardous (no, nothing suicidal) and I chose to stop doing those things..While there are those unadvisable ways, there are other better ways that I've done to move on and am still doing it..Going out with friends, enjoy working, enjoy listening to music, take some time out, self-reflect positively, etc..

Oh yeah..And I LOVE Campbell soup..==))

So yeah..I've accepted things as how it is right now, and even though there are times that I still look back, I'm do look forward to what's gonna happen in the future, though it's hazy and full of twists and turns, and also there are things I'm still not ready for yet..

Hahax, so for now, I'll just chill, relaks, and enjoy as how I can.. =)

And today is 14th Feb..Yep, sebagai orang Islam, kite tak sepatot nye celebrate V Day, but to me, what's more important is the niat dalam hati..For me, there's nothing wrong with having a special day to do something nicer for your love ones..Yeah, true, everyday can be V Day..But tell me, how many pple actually really do that? Not many, I say..Kudos to those who do, though..Oh well..Each to their own opinion..

For me, what's important is the niat dalam hati, and while you can always show your love to your love ones everyday or every now and then, there's really nothing wrong with having a special day (other then anniversaries) to make an effort to show how much you care, cuz it does make your love ones feel special..

Anyways..V Days are not only to lovers..It's to friends and other love ones..

So....

To my dear friends,

Happy Love Day to you girls and guys..Love you all lots.. =)

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