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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 I'm suppose to be working..But I went to read old old stuffs that I blogged in the past.. Reminice..That's all I can do now..What I read, all boils down to the present, and future..The past, the mistakes, the wrong-doings..How I wish I can turn back time and undo what I've done..How I wish that I should have realised that I was being selfish and not do what I had done..How I wish I had seen the signs..And stop hurting the one I love..But it's all too late now..Way too late..And way too late to apologise either..It wouldnt change anything..It wouldnt change the decision that was made by the one I love..I had a chance after the decision was made, my chance to redeem myself, but I destroyed that my one and only mini small chance cuz of my stupid behaviour..But still..If I've got the chance once again, hopefully I'd be mature enough to realise that chance have been given and seize that chance to just apologise..Cuz what I do know is, an apology to the one who I love is the biggest jumping stone for me to be able to truly move on.. I'm truly sorry.. And I truly miss you much.. Yea, the possibility of the person, who I'm dedicating this post to, reading my blog, or even log on to the net, is so low that I doubt this post is any meaningful much..Or the possibility of anyone related to that person reading this is zero..So I guess my blogging is just to do with me relieving myself of my thoughts..Haix.. I just hope that one day things would be cleared. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 3:40 PM
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