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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Tuesday, December 4, 2007 I think something's bothering me.. Hmm..Seems like when things are bothering me these days, I'd blog it out.. I used to do this..Guess perhaps I'm starting bacK? AHax..Perhaps.. Anyways.. That's how you know.. What if, you just know it.. Deep down, something is telling you "It is, it is!" and you can just imagine a perky little head nodding along enthusiastically to those words.. But.. There's this big shadow of a monster.. Monster of reality..Shading all that you just know into grayness.. Then, you start to think.. What if, knowing is just not enough? Hmm..I dunno.. But..What if..There's something, which is not your head, which keeps telling you something.. Whispering something, & you could often catch what it was trying to say.. But you just try to ignore it, try to forget it..Try to pretend it wasn't there or it doesn't exists.. And you often lay there, wondering.. Forever and always.. Still dreaming, and still believing.. Forever and always.. There's that shadow of reality trailing behind those thoughts.. I'm not sure..but I think this might be the true reason why I'm blogging right now.. Oh yes, it is..I recalled this is the one which I wanted to blog about but I guessed I digressed.. Anyways.. Tell me.. What is it called, when someone, you care about, someone, who you've known for a while, someone, who you've known their badtitudes, who shown & told of their badtitudes to you, 'titues which are, on others, would be considered bad by you, but still, yet you accepted them despite knowing all that, despite knowing their flaws, despite of knowing what you might get yourself into, despite of already getting hurt of what you've known it would be coming through, and yet, you still accept them, as how they are, even though they came back, or are coming back, more crumpled then you've last known or saw them, even though knowing that you might still get hurt, even though knowing what you might get through even after.. What is that called?? Personally, I dunno.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 1:23 AM
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