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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 I cant describe how I feel right now.. Only that I do know.. If I let it run wild, I know I won't be able to control the tears.. I won't be able to control myself.. I'm trying my darnest not to let it overcome me.. Trying.. But everytime I think about it, it gets to me.. To know that, all these while.. Things aren't what I was thought to believe.. I always believed that the truth shall always arise, The truth will always be uncovered someway, somehow.. I guess I have uncovered an ugly truth.. A truth which I'd rather not have happened.. An ugly truth that spins my web of regret.. Slowly the web is being spun.. From small, well who knows, it might be spun into a bigger web.. Me, being the centre of the web.. Goina be, ar already am being, eaten alive by my regrets.. Many a times, I've told myself.. Regret is useless as time passes.. Right now, I try telling myself that.. I told them who I care that.. Just for me to believe it's true.. But time for me to 'fess up.. I really do regret those things which will stay on my conciousness as long as I live.. Only God knows what they are.. And only God can forgive the mistakes done.. It really feels like a useless battle.. That goes on daily now.. Fighting against the temptation to succumb to the darkened shallows of the heart.. Fighting with the will to survive.. Battle of tug-of-wars everywhere.. All the time.. Until when shall all these cease? I shall not know.. And neither will anyone.. I can only take things as they are now.. Appreciate & treasure those I care about.. And let leave the ones who leaves.. Am so sleepy la *yawns*.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:12 AM
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