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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Friday, November 9, 2007 Tak sanggup lagi aku Mengenang kisah lalu Keganasan menghantui diriku Am going for a mini eye surgery tml to remove the tiny dot..Or rather, later today..Didnt sleep yet..Maybe couldnt..Or didnt want to.. Biarkan ia pergi Menjadi suatu misteri Bagaikan tiada hati yang peduli Cant eat after 12am just now..Now cant drink anything after 4am just now..Not that I really mind..Nowadays my appetite just goes on and off..Even if I do eat, it's usually either I suddenly have the appetite to eat, or I was too bloody hungry, or the food was just too appetising to pass..But generally, it's just no mood & no appetite.. Tot I am ok..But guess it's taking time.. Just read a fren's blog..Guess we're both going thru some sort of similar situation here..Haiz..And so is another girlfriend of mine..Haiz..N I know so is alot of others somewhere out there..Haiz..Is it me or is it October is just a month of fucking suayness?? No offence to Oct-born people..But yea.. Tak mahu ku ingat lagi Apa yang telah terjadi Tragedi Oktober Haha, I remembered once upon a time we sang this song when we were out somewhere in west Singapore..Tragedi Oktober..How ironic..It fucking happens! Haha..OK, it, as in SHITS! Not exactly exactly much of what others' perceptions, but it happens! Haiz.. Sesalan aku hanya untukmu sayang Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku Bagiku kau bukanlah lawanku Kekasihku... Nowadays wanna enjoy..And enjoy and enjoy..Part of The Plan..Myt be working, myt not be working..Perhaps, it still needs time..The mind keeps going to places unwanted, the thoughts keeps coming uninvited..But sweat not..Easy peasy, "WHAM" I slam the door..Door to the memories, words & the heart.."WHAM BHAM BHAM"..Shut shut shut.. Still.....Memories keep haunting..The heart still keeps searching & hoping.. Memories..Places I go, things I do, words I said or being said.. Dang.. Hanya satu ku pinta Kujujuran darimu Berilah peluang hidupmu I never realised I've changed so much during that two months, sadly short of five days..Maybe the changes are for the good, or maybe it was not be for the greater good..Other things, other things..Guess this have given me alot of live lessons to be learnt.. People, learn to love the one you love, cherish the person you love & let them feel & be aware of your love to them, before they are not there anymore for you to let them know..Always always let them feel your love..Treat the person you love right & hurt them never.. Never take things for granted, ever..Cuz hearts can change..Don't expect too much from them loved one..Let them free cuz cinta tak harus saling memiliki..Let the small things pass..Bak kata Allahyarham Tan Sri P. Ramlee, Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih.. Cinta..A word said once, but rewinded in the mind, torn heart & soul repeatedly.. Love..A word said many many times, but it's too late to be appreciated till it's too late..... Aku rela bersama Meranjau onak duka Agar berkekalan hendaknya But it didn't.. Hurt, played the main role.. Thus, love was given up.. Meranjau onak duri.. Hanyalah tinggal permainan fikiran, hati & harapan... Love you much2.. It still plays in my heart, mind & soul.. & the tears keep falling...... [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:10 AM
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