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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Monday, October 22, 2007 Im rude im nothing perfect im full of shitty self pride my mum hates me my dad is successfully holding his patience with me im full of unhealthy assumptions im lazy i hate to do housework when i dun want or need to i dun help out with house chores unless i choose to im fucking rude ugh somebody kill me already dun feel like living out this hellish life anymore can still take it but i feel like im dying on the inside my bro hates me my sis might hate me my another bro hates me and he hates me??? i dunno..maybe..after all..what i've done deserve me being hated doesnt it??? im full of fuckingly pathetic shits so much so that no one have the patience to fully understand nor tolerate me I am the true defination of NONSENSE. things are going down to pieces..one by one..bit by bit..piece by piece.. im not sure how much longer i can stand this.. in mechanical engineering i learnt durin poly, there's this thing called fatigue..it's something like withstanding stress or load or whatever..not sure how to fully explain this.. so im not sure how much longer i can stand this fatigue..(ok..so..it's this load or stress????) my elasticity can only last for so long..(patience level???) i have my yield point (ok, aka patience point???) ... haix.. got my wish to spend tym w my little tots of nieces ytd..they are so damn adorable! ahax..had a great time playing w them..one thing abt kids..they dun make u feel like shit..not much anyways.. THEY DUN JUDGE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.. esp those who likes u back..hehe..their affections soothes one's busted ego..like mine..hax..  AWWW...ARENT THEY JUST SOOOOOOO ADORABLEEE!!!!! AND SO SO CUTEEEE!!!!!! ==)))))))))) i just wish to spend some time with one more..who is not my niece..but one cute little tot who i feel that we have some bond or something like tt..but haix..the way things are right now, doesnt seem so... ==( i miss her.. =/ .......and him..... another true joy that i have is riding..i cant wait to ride on the road by myself..and lepas kn stress on the road..hahax..it's not all abt speeding..it's something else..speakin of riding on d road..had my rr just now..haha, d only girl in the group..as usual..but actually i prefer that..can concentrate more..dunno why..i just prefer to be ard guys sometimes..cuz they are much more focused and thus able to make me focus..dunno la..the psychology behind this..but girls are still the best cuz we soothe each others' woes and problems.. am looking forward to joy rides with the girls..oh, sorry..with the ladies.. Lady Riders.. =) to hell with love to hell with life to hell with everything and to hell with some things and everyone i hold so dear cuz i realised i'm the only one tango-ing alone.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 2:19 AM
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