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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Friday, July 27, 2007 it hurts so bad when u said that.it has been some time, but it still hurt like it happened yesterday.you have no idea, how much of an impact, of what you had said, it has made.you have no idea. i wish we can all be together again. Just like last time. Just like old times.Although the last times & the old times wasn't all that great, it was something and I'll always treasure those moments. i just wish i can rewind everything back. and do something while it was just starting.haha, but just look at scardey me. scared to do something. scared it could get worse. thought i couldnt have done anything as it is not on my ground. hahaha! stupid! so i just let things happened. bodoh! but now, things seem so complex. i just dunno what to do. haha. guess i'll just let things happen again??!!! hahahaha!!! let it be la!! aku dah penat melayankan ni semua!! hahahahaha!!!!!! sheesh. i sound like one sicko. haha..maybe i am..just sick of all these bloody things!!!! somehow, in the middle of all these, i've managed to get some rays of light in these darkened clouds of my life..ahaks..thank goodness, there's still at least one person who really does care for me..and it's good to know there are others who can care for me too..=) that, i guess, kept me sane..lol.. honestly, i dont really know what's going on.. i feel...lost..ya..i do..i dunno what to do..what to say..how to to, how to say..when to do, when to say or even why to do or why to say..haiz.. i miss the company of my loved ones..them 2..them 3..and them 3..especially them 2..especially..**sob sob** haiz.. and i miss one special person..i miss the company..how i could always end up smiling when i'm sad..how i could always end up laughing when i was crying..it was because of this special person, that i'm keeping myself rooted here & still sane..or something like that..it was because of this person, that i feel like all hope is not gone.. but im sorry to tell my special person, that if i have to let my special person waiting..that i am full of fear, that i am so scared, that i have seen too much horror movies all around me, that i have became skeptical of what my special person wants..but..i have decided to throw all caution to the wind..cuz..i just simply want to follow my heart and be with my special person cuz my special person is the only one right now who can make me truely smile from deep inside..=)..not only my special person..my other special people in my life..=) haix.. .i miss you. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:56 PM
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