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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.

Saturday, March 24, 2007


i dunno what i'm feeling right now
dunno what's going on in the deep abyss of my emotions
of my mind
of my heart
of my sub concious!!!!

feel like im losing my mind
to both thinking
and not thinking
to just stoning

just want to be
without feelings without anything!!!

no happiness
no sadness
no anger
no pain
no hurt
no whatever!!
stone stoneeeee......

so fuggin hard to live in this world for wad????!!!!
argh..
but i freakin know for what..
i shant say
but i knowww....

heck..

numb numb numb....
better numb then anything..
better stone then everything..
but it's so hard..
but its done-able..

only thing is..
u win some, u lose some..

to be able to numb one's feeling will cause destruction in another place as it is a unhealthy feeling or emotion or thinking..

haiz...so tireddd..tired tired..not physically..jus tired!!

HHAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!

i just wish i can shout it all the fuggin things out somewhere!!!
tp mane sg ade tempat!!
hargh..
bodoh!
#@%@%%$^&^%W#$^

patience patience........patience patience patience patience patience..

placate placate placate..

how??? hOW? HOWW???

HAIZZZ.....




HEAR NO EVIL, DON'T YOU
SEE NO EVIL, DON'T YOU
LAY NO EVIL DOWN ON ME
YOU'RE GONNA BURN IN HELL

SPEAK NO EVIL, DON'T YOU
THINK NO EVIL, DON'T YOU
PLAY WITH EVIL, 'CAUSE I'M FREE

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