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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Monday, December 18, 2006 there's this pressure building up inside me..again.. i dunno..or maybe it's my imagination..cuz i've come up with the conclusion..that this pressure thingie building up inside of me thingie is related with the one month thing..hmm..maybe..i dunno..juz a conclusion..by which, i'm actually prefering to rather than the other conclusion i've come up with, which is it comes often..or something..haiz.. k..back to this pressure building up inside me thingie..it's building up..slowly slowly..it's got nowhere to go..no exhaust pipe or whatever..jus keeps building n building..like a volcano about to erupt..then one day..boom! it goes somewhere..wher? not sure..somewhere..then..i'll feel better..my god..it sounds like farting or something..well..no..it's nothing physical..it's more like 80% emotional n 20% mental..ok, but i'm not going mental though..especially after blogging, where this pressure gets to go somewhere..haiz.. things are happening around me, to me..but still..i feel so......i dunno.. haiz..but one thing i look forward to is my pracs..even though i fall many times (unfortunately, i have to admit i still do fall), i sangkut many times, still..the feeling of riding the bike still makes me feel happy.. yea, i've been discouraged many many times..by my failures, by people who thinks i'm wasting my time and money, by people who openly discourages me (fuck you all to hell, man, you k*anina bey lan*au fuckers).. but still..there are people who encourages me to go on, take my time, be patient and most importantly, never give up..and so, i will never give up.. still, i cant help my moods can i..i can only try my best to focus and give my best every prac..even if i sangkut though, i'll never regard it as a total waste of my fucking time, like some of the fuckers who say those to me..every lesson i went, i learn something..even the smallest thing..whatever it is, every prac i went, there's always one thing that will always makes me feel happy, that i always enjoy and look foward to - the joy of riding.. :) Lessons of Life.. never regret the past.. learn from the past..but never forget the past.. enjoy the moments of the present, good or bad.. look forward to the future, expect the unexpected and unexpect the expected.. nothing is ever perfect.. and no one is ever perfect.. You will always have a place in my heart Even though I know that We could never be more then just friends Live life my dear friend Cuz now I shall move on.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:25 PM
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