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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Camat Yaye!

waaaahh..thoroughly enjoyed my 4 day break..break from work! this temp work anyways..

sat..work ph ..cant remember much..
sun..work ph again..dun ask me to recall..

mon..last day of puase..mixed up feeling of sad and happy..wahaha..dun ask why..

this Ramadan i din get to break fast pat masjid..sometimes lazy or busy, but unfortunately it jus din cross my mind to this time Ramadan..but on the last day of puase, i finally get to break fast pat masjid..at the same time i get a feeling of malam Raya pat masjid..cuz usually my malam rayas will be spent at home..

this is also the first time my family 'broke tradition'..actually not tradition, jus what we always did during malam rayas..my bros and dad would usually go to the kenduri held at the void deck at the block infront of us..me, my sis and my mum would stay at home and do our last minute preparations..

but this time round, me, my sis and my mum went to masjid..actually i got plan to buke puase outside..but it didnt happen..so i made a detour to masjid..my bro work..my other bro and my dad went to the kenduri..

the atmosphere wasnt much different actually..heeh, dunno..maybe i just wasnt feelin it much..

after that..went back home..me, my bro and my sis finish off what my other bro started - painting the door frames..i did my room's..heeh..was pretty fun..watched tv while at it..ate the usual raya lauks, which i so love..yea, i also did those heena thing on my hand..heehs, jus bored la..

then..jeng jeng jeng..

tuesday!

yey yey! da yaye! wahaha..

woke up 7..sleep again..wake up..sleep again..all the way till 10 11..then bath and stuff..waited for the guys to come back from sembahyang raya..

ard 11 plus, then my family went to change into our baju rayas..

well, this year..i'm pink! hehe..as my dad prefer my family wearing our own colour preference, there was black, dark blue, 2 greens, an orange, and a pink..yea, bit of colour clash there..but i wouldnt mind too the family wearing same colour..hehe..

then came the family gathering..my dad gave a 'speech'..ok..so i was feeling touching2 sey..even before my dad started speaking i was already tearing up..heehs..well..just one thing..i love my family..then came the time for forgivness section..oh well..to be expected..i cried..**wargh, paisey**..i mean, what not..i do feel remorse at the things i did to my parents ok..then after that my siblings..hakz..dunno why me and my sibs were never serious when we ask for forgiveness with each other..hehe..not 'not serious' as in we were not sorry, but we did it smiling and stuff..not serious la!..aiyo..hakz..

then we went off to my granddad's house..usually my fam'd be the 1st few fams there..but this time, we were the last..wahaha..eat and stuff..

then came the picture-taking sessions where each family take pic with my yayi..hehe, my yayi changed his baju for every family cuz there were different colours..but i can see that it pains him alot to change into new baju even though my aunt and dad and uncle helped.......

well..then there was this family came to see my yayi..so our usual plan to go visiting was held back abit..after that family left, my big family have our ask for forgiveness session..then we went off visiting..

i think we went like, 6 or 7 houses..including my yayi's house..my yayi followed us to the 1st 2 houses cuz he wanted to see his relatives..but it pains me to see him struggle to get on and off the bus, to walk from place to place, even with tongkat and my uncle/aunties/dad/mum/siblings/cuzz/me helping him out..haiz..

out of the 6 or 7 houses, i ate lontong ketupat and the raya lauks at 5 or 6 houses..mak ai..until last 2 houses, i boncet already sia..haha..eat kuehs at almost every house..**yum yum**

haiz..my 2 younger sibs got $75 each for their collection..i never get any collection this year sey..haiz..ok ok..so i big already, working already..haiz..but still..wa..$75 ley! can use for my transportation sey..haha..but nvr mind la..i knew the time'll come when i wun be getting any duit rayas..so i guess it's now..heehs..

Berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan
Sebulan berpuasa
Tiba Syawal kita rayakan
Dengan rasa gembira

OK den..

Selamat Hari Raya to all.. :)

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contemplating the meaning @ 12:38 PM

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