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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Friday, February 3, 2006 ber·serk ( P ) Pronunciation Key (br-sûrk, -zûrk, b-) Berserk - furious, infurated, insane, mad, maniacal, violent, wild. Berserk. A new word i learnt today. Not a new thing that i did today. Not the first time i went berserk. Or rather mad with anger. I'll go berserk everytime my discman gives me problems. It's not just once, definitely not twice. More than that. Countless, really. It's not problems like cd can't play, or battery low. It's stuff like my discman can't stop the play because the stop button suddenly changes funtion and adjusts the volume. Or it keeps saying 'Hold' when the hold button is on the off position and i also can't actuate any functions like play or stop. Today was the last straw though. Something happened and my discman dropped to the floor from a height of about one metre. I didn't think much about it when it happened. But later on i found out that my discman still can't play the cd. Tried many times, but my discman still can't play the cd. It's not beacuse the cd can't be read either. It's something i don't think anyone'll care about. I hate it when things go wrong, and this is one of those moments. In the end, I went berserk. What in the world i did exactly? You really want to know? Well, here goes the truth about one side of me i don't flaunt often. I banged, hit, threw and trashed my discman on the walls, floor and whatever hard surfaces i could find. That goes on for an hour or so. I was hardly aware of what i was doing. I just continued trashing my discman. Everytime after a bang or two, i'll try to play my discman. Everytime it can't play the cd. My anger just bubbled and continues boiling, and i'll start trashing the thing again. The aftermaths. The screen display was cracked and partly filled with some kind of liquid. During my discman's dying moments, the display was faded. After a final countdown, my discman was dead. Shamie's Discman April 2004 to 3rd Feb 2006, 1.35am. R.I.P Amin. Adios my darling discman. Adios my dear friend. Thanks for being there for me through my ups and downs. To cheer me up when i'm down. To piss me off when you give me problems. I'll miss you my dear old friend. Goodbye.... oh great. now i realise i dun haf anythin to listen to during journeys or before i sleep or when i'm just plain bored. now i dun haf anythin to cheer me up when everyone and everythin sucks. oh well. i'll just buy a new discman. when da $$ is there la. yea, i know there's this thing called mp3 player. but i prefer discman cuz it's got my prefered advantage. mp3 player can only squeeze in so little songs. 20 GB might not be enough in the long run. in the 1st place, i dun even have enuf $$ to buy me a 20 GB mp3 player..hahs.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 8:07 PM
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