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Thursday, January 5, 2006

yesterday

yesterday was as perfect as a day can be..

it starts with me waking up. *duh*.
ok ok

it was a good morning..i think..i cant really remember..

i was late for class actually..it starts at 8, but i came almost at 9..there wasnt anyone inside the class..my lecturer was in his office, which is just beside the class..i was debating with myself whether i should go in or not..in the end i went in..as soon as i went in, my lecturer came out of his room..since only like 33% of the students are present (me=33%.haha, go figure.) . han said he's coming, but he came like nearly 10 which is when the lesson is suppose to end..so in the end, there's no lesson..so i spent that an hour surfing net and using photoshop..

10 am, went to the next class..it was another comp lab..there was more talk then do..i was basically distracted alot..check mail n stuff when lecturer was lecturing..cuz i'd rather do more practicals then listen to lectures..cuz i'm more of a kinesthetic and visual learner..dat means i know when i see, but i remember when i do..

so then went lunch wit nisa n dee at fc3..ate, listen, talk..ahakz..discovered something funny about someone..huhu..

after lunch i went off to fc4 basement to meet up wit terence to do fyp..jian xin came a while later..we got to do some structure stuff..i am finally seeing the structure i've been working on for quite some time, even though it's only the material dimensioning..still got loads more to do..hopefully can finish by spinnovex..

for the first time ever, i didnt feel so stressed about fyp..cuz mainly i'm starting to see physical progress..and also no interference from my supervisor..thats cuz we didnt go n see her n tell her about our fyp progress..cuz confirm she sure got some comments (complaints, really) and we'd have to delay our project again..

another thing is that for once, the whole group is doing something together..oh well..

then i went to work..it was relaxing..talked wit lila n sufi who came by..

went home..then talked wit my mum..talked about alot of stuff, mainly quite serious stuff like about my future..talked until about 12 plus..after that i couldnt sleep cuz i guess my brain was awake after all that thinking talk..

stuff me n my mum was talking about..

1) study or work

i'm not sure if i should continue studying or start working full-time..

i got a phamplet from NTU n also from the police force..but i dun think i wanna join the police force, cuz of the physical stuff..ahakz..ok, call me lazy if u want..but i'd rather run for fun then run chasing people..

niwaes..the ntu phamplet i got yesterday really got me thinking..because actually i wanted to start working full-time instead of further my studies after i graduate..but when i saw the phamplet, i start having second thoughts..

first thing. even if i wanna continue studying i dun want to continue taking mechanical engineering..cuz my interest in that are fading..instead, i wanna take up either psychology or sociology..dun ask me y..cuz those have been my interests since sec school..

second thing. i'm not sure if i can take degree in psychology cuz i'm gonna grad wit diploma in mech eng..

3rd thing. money.i wanna work.dun really wanna burden my parents. if i work, den at least i can buy the things i want without disturbing them financially..

i still got time to decide.

2) bike & car license

i wanna take both bike n car license..ahakz..but involve money la.but nvm..maybe one day i get to ride bike and drive car..both has got it's appeal to me..bike? i dunno..just imagine the bike going smoothly on the road..i dunno la..it just feels like so nice like that..car? sometimes i see my dad drive, i just feel like wanting to be in the driver's seat and drive..i dunno also la..

i was surprised my mum was ok wit me wanting to take bike license though..cuz she didnt let my dad take it last time..ahakz..

hmm.
cant remember wad else i talked to my mum about..but nvm..been a long enough entry..

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contemplating the meaning @ 10:34 AM

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