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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 it was sunday, but i could still remember it like yesterday.. i didnt realise it before, but now i guess i know.. how much badly i actually wanted to have something to do with psychology..for my future i mean.. when the professor mentioned during that ntu talk that we need an an o-level a-maths or something equivalant for the psychology course..first thing that came to mind: 'oh, i can't take this course.' cuz i dun haf a-maths or something equivalant like higher maths..that time it didnt really sink in..but when i got home, then it sank in.. i was sad..i was disappointed..especially disappointed about myself..once again, academically speaking, i cant get what i'm interested in..once apon a time when i haf an interest to be a designer i was discouraged by my o level d&t grades as it wasnt good enuf..now, i haf an interest to do something in psychology and i dun haf the qualifications.. that makes me realise..without education you're no-one..also without money you're nobody..all this are hard-earned life lessons for me..i just wish i had learnt the "without education you're no-one" lesson sooner.. but then, why be sad..why be glum..look on the bright side of things man..i can always do something psychologic anywhere..i dun really need a degree for psychology of life..that degree is for those who really earned it..not for people like me..heck, every kind of work needs some kinda psychology..if i'm really dat desprate maybe i can even be a so-called psychic mind reader..wahaha..no la..i wun.. another thing which makes me feel so disappointed..something that happened yesterday..it shud have made me feel jealous, but i feel more sad n disappointed than that green-eyed monster emotion..made me realise i cant get what i want..not always anyway.. ok..enuf matters of the mind talk.. fyp..huhu!! guess wad? it's going along fine! hahaha..so far so good la..hopefully it stays like this until saturday..fuh..everyone who's in the spinnovex are wearing black n white today..looks so uniform-y..haha..it's kinda boring actually..ok so it's just the pre of spinnovex..at least most of us now know we need to bring something to fill our time..hehe..besides dat, it was good interacting wit my skool mates..haha..usually i get bullied, but when i get the chance they get bullied by me..hahaha.. ok la..tomorrow is another full day..chaos pple! [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:46 PM
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