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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Friday, November 18, 2005 ****ing bloody pissed off right now.. at everyone and everything.. plans are made and canclled..how am i supposed to not get pissed.. lecturer teaching things i dun understand, no matter how much he exlplains.. then gotta do one dumb assignment i dun even know how to do n need to hand in during the same peroid.. stupid discman giving me bloody problems.. idiotic supervisor go make my life miserable.. felt better..but still pissed.. oh great..bloody discman giving problems again..bloody knn.. ramble again.. people telling me to change..what, why me? why cant they change? why everytime must be me? why everytime tell me i need to change?? i'm a bloody f****** human..i'm not perfect..i say things without thinking..so? what am i suppose to do? shut up? just because i'm not up to your expectations, i need to change, is that it? just because you got a warning letter of me from an idiot supervisor who knows no shit and who don't let me explain myself fully, you tell me to change??? you are not bloody perfect either..i can and will list down all your flaws..and i can and will say you need to change yourself too.. everyone is leaning on me..too much..everytime i have to listen to what they say, what their problems are, what their stories are..i dont mind, really..but just let me talk when i needed to talk..dont interupt me..i never interupt you when you all are talking..i was listening..cant i just get back what i gave? cant i just get a chance to finish my story when i let you finish yours?? cant i just talk for five seconds without getting interuppted when i let you talk a whole 5 minutes or so?? Cant i??? no, i'm not asking just one person..i'm asking every one of my friends..cuz it seems that these things are happening way too frequently and it's getting too much on my nerves..i'm saying here in my blog cuz i dun wanna blow up at any friends screaming nonsense.. my god..this whole week had been a whirlwind of things for me..last week too..i've been so wound up and kept my feelings and thoughts so much to myself..so much so that i snapped at anyone who approaches me when i'm feeling wound-up..i dun care who reads this..i feel better just having somewhere to vent this bottled up frustrations..at least it's better than me screaming my head off at my family or screwing up my friends with vulgarities..and this week havent end yet.. it's 4.25 pm now.. i feel so worn out [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 4:02 PM
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