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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

first n foremost, a Happy Birthday to my little sister!!
wahaha..now she's 14 already..wa, so fast so big already..hahakz..i shall miss my little-r little sister..u know, sometimes i dun understand y she behaves the wasy she did sometimes..but i quickly realised that i was like that when i was her age n i ought to understand her better than any other family member..so i try my best to comfort her, nag at her, advise her(psycho her, really) and most importantly, show her that i love her..

young teenage years = tantrums = sulks = rebellious = emotionally advisable = need alot of attention

yesterday i haf enuf time, so i went home before going to work..ah, precious time for me to relax..i shall never again complain about having nothing to do..wahaha..after that then i kancheong-ing to get ready for work..cuz i got ready at the last minute possible..wahaha..while ironing my uniform, i saw this yellow-yellow thing in the something..wait..it's the stockpot!! i went all the way to yahoo just to find the name of this cookware utensil..it's a stockpot!!

this is an image of a stockpot..only that my mum's stockpot is some kind of metal all over (shiny surface) wit a glass cover..and there's no tomato beside it..wahaha..nvm..but at least i now know what it is in english..it's periuk in malay i think.. oh ya..where was i..oh..there's this yellow-yellow thing in the stockpot..as i get a closer look, i realised something..my mum cooked one of my favourite lauks!!! wahaha..guess what it is??

it's gravy, yellowish in colour..it's got santan..it's SPICY..

enuf guessing?? wahaha..it's the lemak chilli padi!!! wahahahahaha..too bad i had to rush off for work..didnt get to even taste it..

so then i went to work..it was ok..mainly i dun really know y i was stressed-up abt things i shuldnt be stressing abt..no, it's nothing about the work itself..its other things..the funny thing is, those things arent wat i shud be stressin abt..actually i cant remember most of those things now la..

there, i also had both cream of chicken soup n vege summer soup..the cream of chik was sooo hot (temperature hot, not spicy hot)that my throat was practically burning..but it felt gooood..hahakz..and so stressed i was feeling that i practically poured the chilli flakes into my veg summer soup..by then my stomach was burning..wahaha..

went home at 11.30..i finally get to taste my fav dish..when i saw the stockpot before i went to work,it was full..when i came back, it was only 1/4 full!! waaa..i had my first round..then finished the whole pot the second round..and i didnt eat wit rice..i only had the gravy..wahaha..then i had a cup of tea..wahaha..by that time i was bloated..i went to sleep after 12..i think i slept almost insantly..rare phenomenon..wahaha..i think i must have been so tired..hahakz..

today..
1st lesson --->unassemble the cpu..

sounds fun? yep, quite it..BUT..i was the only gurl n was surrounded wit MALE HOMOSAPIENS who seems to think GIRLS are so totally dumb to do those things..hey, if u teach n i learn i wud know how to do that what..so then we get down to business n unassemble..WHILE i was GETTING MY WAY AROUND, THE TECHNICIAN GO AND HELP ME..YA RIGHT..'HELP'..ey, hello..i can do it la..mind u, i'm not that arrogant n whatever abt the male homosapiens helping and stuff..THAT is when i dunno how to do something..and I WILL ASK FOR HELP WHEN I NEED IT okay..

and so i just stood there, feeling pissed off, watching the technician 'helping' me to unassemble the thing..all the while nothing is registered in my brain..ya,i'm being mean..i know he's got a good intention of helping..cuz he THINKS i cant make it..walao..i mean, if he guides me by TELLING me to do this, unscrew that, unplug this, i dun really mind..at LEAST i am having my hands-on..

then the lesson goes on n stuff..u know, its cheaper to upgrade ur computer than have it repaired..

so the lesson ends..we only need to put back the drives in..i messed up abit when putting the cd-rom drive back in..that was my bad..then i didnt know which hole is for which other drives..KEEP IN MIND i didnt do ANY unassembly in the beginning, n taking out drives were in the beginning..so i mixed-up n put both in the wrong holes..in the end one of the drives were stuck in the wrong hole..THAT is what u get when u dun let a person do their own hands on..i felt so demoralised until my lecturer had to put back all the other stuff in for me..walao..
all this because i wasnt given the chance to prove myself
wtf

after CSTS, got IT & E-Com..

then i went lunch wit aini, shaun n erica at fc1..then me go library(i'm done for the day), n they went to their next lesson..later goin back home..relax..then go pizza hut..gotta over up for mai cuz she's sick..

chaos.

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