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.29th March.

Friday, November 4, 2005

1st Syawal

yesterday woke up when the takbir sounded..but soooo difficult to wake up..very tired and sleepy..did all the usual morning stuff..waited for my dad to come back from sembahyang raya..my brothers didnt go..pemalas..*shakes head*..my mum cooked the usual hari raya lauks..my dad came home, then i ate the lontongs n stuff..after dat my family got into our raya clothes..hahakz..

at 11, it was time for asking for forgiveness..my dad made a 'speech' this yr..hahakz..when he started speaking, I felt sebak..within seconds, tears flowed from my eyes..cey, da mcm composition plak..and my make up was ruined!!!! yea, i was in the mood for make up and aku kai tebal2..hahakz..no la, not that tebal la..thru out my dad's speech, some stuff makes me cry again..but mostly i wasnt la..hahakz..cuz i think my dad was actually nagging..cuz usually my dad wun nag, but give long 'speeches' once in a while..hahakz..

then it was my mum's turn..waaa..i got sebak again..cried again..my mum didnt make a long speech..then after dat, the bersalaman n bermaafan begins..my parents bermaafan..then i ask for forgiveness from my dad, since i'm the eldest..man, dat got the main flow going..by the time i finished, ingus aku bertepek2..*ew* wahaha..then i ask for forgiveness from my mum..another bout of tears and mucus..wahaha..then my siblings ask for forgiveness with my parents one by one..hehe, then they ask for forgiveness from me..wahaha..by the time my brother did dat, i was grinning..kinda felt silly for crying..i think i cried the most among my siblings..wahaha..

after all that, we went to my grandfather's place..most of my relatives are there..wa, so colourful sia! got red, black, purple, yellow, turquoise,white..wahaha..

at some point i went in my granddad's room..i felt sad looking at my grandfather's state..he just ate his medicine and feeling drowsy n stuff..i just doa that he will be spared from more suffering..but i dun think i want that to be now..it wud be hard on my dad n his siblings if my grand da go now..on my mum too..her adopted mum had passed awae in ramadan..my mum's parents had passed away when she was young..if my grandda go he wun be in pain and wud be near my arwah grandmother..i wouldnt haf a single grandparents to visit then..

so then as usual evry raya, my family went wit our relatives visiting the more senior relatives in bus..this yr, it was my uncle driving the bus..went ard the west side..then after the 4th hse, i had to go off..my uncle dropped me near Ten Mile Junction n my big family continued their visiting to the usual houses..so i took the lrt..i changed my kebaya for the pizz clothes when i reached PH..it was ok la working yesterday..the guy who said i my voice sound like a minah was working..hahakz..at least i know who khalid is now..he looked alot like a fren of mine sia..

went home..hehe..counted my duit rayas..turns out i didnt miss much houses..hahakz, guess wad..i got more then my siblings..wahaha..even tho i didn go to the last 3 houses..and i was working wit double pay..fuh, muai sey..lumayan!! wahaha..if only i can do this next yr..but nxt yr i will most prob be givin duit yaye to the kiddos..hahakz..

slept at 1..

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