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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Monday, October 31, 2005 what i've hoped for quite some time now didnt come true..feeling pretty upset..or maybe sad..dunno..is there a difference? nvm.. aside from that, it's been pretty ok day..though uneventful, at least i met quite a number of pple i know..it's good to see their faces..it's nice to talk to them.. jus wanna say sori to hafis..i was feeling pretty down..so i dun feel like staying and talking for long..just wanna be alone.. i'm waiting for work as well..will be going off at 4 later..just hoping that i can get my spirits up somehow cuz i really dun like it when i'm feeling moody or down when i'm working.. i cant help it..these few days i kept thinking of the things that makes me feel sad..i have to work on hari raya, this hoping n some othr stuff..all i wanna do is to succumb to my emotions, which is just let myself drown in my sorrows..to just follow my heart..but there's this side of me, or maybe it's my thinking, that restrains me from doing so..i just have to think about the other side of the coin..i'll try n explain.. let's take the "i have to work on hari raya" thing..if i think abt it, i'm considered lucky..i can at least spend half a day with my family on raya morning, can see my relatives..there are others who cant, for many different reasons..like working full shift, or they are away from home..i should be grateful for this.. actually it took me some time to realise this..i was cleaning up my closet(dat sounds familiar..) and was listening to the radio..they were playing those sad raya songs, which made me keep thinking i haf to work on raya evening n cant spend it with my family n relatives as i had for the past 19 yrs of my life..i guess i thought too much that i cried..soon after my, if u can call it, mature thinking jumps in and i started thinking abt what i typed above.. so i guess i should get over this one soon..i hope..hmm..i am looking forward to the pizzas later..hahakz..ok, chaos.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 2:15 PM
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