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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Thursday, May 26, 2005 9.36 am.. hit me hard yesterday afternoon..didnt realise that i would though..i would miss all these people..the guys, the aunties, the uncles..especially those who i talk to often.. oh ya..yesterday afternoon..i was at the mrt station..i started thinking about this..suren brought his DC the past few days,and we took pictures for out log book..he said yesterday he want to take pictures of the people here today..then i started thinking, 'ah,i can take picture with kumar..then with chai,then with eric....' then guess wad happened?? this feeling wealed up inside me..i held back tears, though some got out..my nose confirm red..aiyo,lucky not many people..if not paisey sey.. 1.26pm.. today, morning i feel sian already..like sad also have..2nd last day..keep thinking, this is the 2nd last time i'll wake up this time to go to my itp place..brought one of my jiwang cds..in lrt,changed the cd in my discman..from metal to jiwang..so on the wae to my itp place i jiwang all the wae..my emo starts up again,and i was kinda in the dumps until lunch..now ok la..just now it affects the things i was doing.. 4.02pm.. yeah, i know letting my emotions get the better of me is dumb..can't help it though..but right now,i'm like whatever laaahh..it's over..i would still miss these people..but i'll just let it be..and enjoy my last day tomorrow..hopefully everyone won't be so uptight as they are today.. also hopefully Uncle Kok wont be as irritating as today..y irritating?? keeps calling me Angel every 5 seconds everytime he see me..he'd been calling me Angel since the 1st week..i dun really mind actually..but it gets irritating if he keeps saying Angel over n over again,especially if i'm in the wrong kind of mood..like just now..i was emo-ing,and was kinda stressed over this one measurement thing,and he keeps Angel Angel..if u, wouldn't u get irritated??? and furthermore, he's OLD!!! he got two sons and he behaving like.....urgh..he also got tell me this shit.. uncle: i don't know why ah i like to disturb you one..i got 2 sons..no daughter..i adpot you as my daughter can or not.. guess what my answer was?? i didnt even answer..actually kind of la..but vauge..obviously my answer would be no..why? because i was mean?? no..because i got abit weird-ed out by uncle saying "i don't know why ah i like to disturb you"..if guys my age say that i would just put it aside..if a 50+ yr old uncle?? [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 9:36 AM
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