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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Friday, January 7, 2005 wad the hell..that anger just suddenly came up of nowhere..and its still in me..along with this feeling of everyone and everything are against me.. lepas satu satu sey..bingit aku..i mean,this morn i was fine..during eng mtrl tut was still ok..then durin my brunch..i'm ok,but starting to stone abit..then rwp..need to do another report cuz the title or wadeva changed abit..and we r suppose to do this as a damn group..but my grp nvr discussed n stuff..feel like shit sia..n i didnt now wad 2 write in the report..fck la.. feel so shit ryte now..like..everyone and everything are against me..and i feel so alone.. and a damn comp is sounding like one stupid hell.. man..i feel terrible..damn terrible..mayb dats wad i get for being so damn cheerful..mayb i shud change..change to stoner..stone and dun feel anything..dun think anything..mite as well die.. fck..and i dun like the new look of frenster..sucks..prefer the old one..more friendly looking..haiyah.. terrible fck la..tryin to drown dat stupid comp sound..wad the hell.. so fcked up..feelin so..shit.. can anyone cure this diesease of mine
this sickness plaguing my mind this sickness torturing my soul this sickness this fcking sickness i feel so alone so alone nobody's here lost damn fckin lost i need i need someone anyone who can cure me of this diesease ~~sometimes in life you feel the fight is over~~ is it over yet over for me? will it be ok will things be better will things get better only Allah knows wish just a simple wish but yet so difficult difficult to come true wishing for things to be better will it?? jus wanna walk away walk away from everything every bloody thing jus wanna get rid get rid of this emotion plaguing me torturing me every chance it got this emotion this feeling of self-pity of hatred of lonliness will i ever get rid of it? will anyone help me to? will it? will it? damn..dat was bloody long..but at least it does makes me feel a teeny weenie better.. jus hope tomoro will be ok..cuz even when im wif my gud frens,dat feeling of lonliness plagues me..it sux..we'll jus c la..and this stupid insect buzzing around me..go away!! go disturb someone else! ~~I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life I'm walking away to find a better day I'm walking away From the troubles in my life I'm walking away to find a better day I'm walking away Sometimes some people get me wrong When it's something I've said or done Sometimes you feel there is no fun That's why you turn and run But now I truly realise Some people don't wanna compromise Well, I saw them with my own eyes Spreading those lies, and Well, I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say~~ [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 1:16 PM
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