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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Wednesday, November 3, 2004 anger..disapointment..and mostly,sadness..dat's wad pple feel when something they expected to happen or believe would happen didnt happen..i dont need to say anything,u guys already know wads up.. todae's been a pretty sucky day..this morn fear just suddenly reared its ugly head when i started revising for my IA xam just now..i panicked and didnt really revised and practiced my PLC and electrical diagrams..i just read thru the 3 chapters..both when i was at home and on the wae to sch.. i was feeling xtremely irritated by alot of things at home when studying..and i was particularly irritated by my little sister..dont ask me y..scold her for alot of things and my sister being a budding teen,she answered me back rudely..but i know things will turn to normal,so nothing much to worry abt.. then journey to sch.. then comes the time for xam..did pretty fine,looking at my preparations..hopefully i can at least clear that module..calculated i need at least 50 to clear the module..alah,pasrah ajer ah.. listenin to metal now..no mood for jiwang no more.. there's this thing in my life which had been goin on for a long time now..and i still havent learnt from past mistakes..i keep falling..sometimes it takes a long time for me to stand back up cuz i've fallen so badly..and when i've stood back up again,it wasnt long before i fall again..and dat goes on and on..right now,i've fallen..again..how hard,only time will tell..and this is the last time im falling..no more..i'll hold on to something when i feel myself staring to fall..which was wad i shud have done in the past falls..hah..wadeva.. --------------------------------------------------------------- just plain operation heartbroken.. in the surroundings of morbidity and angst.. no time for hilariousity..no time for jokes..no time for happiness.. no place for laughter..no place for love.. only a void of emptiness filled my heart..fogs of sadness clouds my mind.. time to heal..time to be filled.. time to love..time to laugh.. but only time can tell.. time sucks.. --------------------------------------------------------------- and no,dat wasnt a song lyrics.. [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 3:35 PM
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