[[fireshamie]] simple innocence of the heart, mind & soul..

Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

ok..right now my mind is a jumble of stuffs..xams etc..but right now,i just wanna explain summit to my 3 dear friends of 6 years..and no,im not being sarcastic..they are dear to me..aniwae..lemmie just continue..

Saturday..
B4 journey..
I was caught up watching cartoon on tv( hehe,sorie..couldnt help myself!!! ).. then are 11.30 plus or so i started gettin ready..i shud haf gotten outta house at 11.30 in order to reach douby ghaut on time,which is abt 12.30..but i didnt..and i shud haf called one of u guys,but i didnt..sorie,was just being plain lazy..

After journey..
then i embark(ceh,chim sia..issit even the correct term..donno la..) on my journey to douby ghaut..i reached ther about 1 plus..i went out of the gate at the MRT entrance/outrance,the maroon-walled one..i didnt c u guys ther!!!!! i didnt panic,but i was kinda feeling,'ops'..cuz i know i was late..and also somehow i knew i might not c u guys ther..intuition gut-feeling wadeva..but it nvr crossed my mind that ther is another wae in/out to douby ghaut mrt..

At PS..
then i went to PS,wondering if i cud still remember the wae ther,since its been quite some time since i went ther..i thought i might find u guys ther..when i reached PS,i went to level 7..went one round,searching for the 3 of u..but i didnt find u guys..

Waiting..For something..(Ops..someone..Whoops..some people..)
so i waited at the railings place or wadeva it's called..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..and waited..

Still waiting..
until 3.30..i waited for abt 2 hours..of course i didnt stay at the same place..went from one side to another..spend a llooonnngg time in the ladies..go down to the music store on lvl 6 looking at the guitars n drums..and one time i saw a fren of mine..

The Reason..(ceh..)
u might be asking..y i waited until 3.30..cuz i thought u guys had alreadie gone on and watched the movie w/o me..(how sad..)..and i thought that move would end at abt 3.30 or so..then i cud at least spend some time wif ya all..but it didnt happen..iwaited for nothing..sigh..then i went home..end of story..:)..

What I felt..
Initially,angry..cuz u all didnt wait for me..i mean,i was late for only half an hour..i was sure u guys had waited for much more longer time during the last times we went out..then i blamed myself cuz i was the one who's late..then sad..cuz u guys went on w/o me and i thought next time if u guys dont plan on including me in wadeva activities u guys might as well not call me(this was at that time..)..then after a while i went back to neutral..then i became sad again..then neutral..then end of story!!:)...

And i just wanna apologise for any inconvinience or anger or hard feelings caused..but it didnt happen for u guys..it happened to me as well..forgive me ma frens..cewah,so drama seh..and in case some other pple out ther donno,this happened cuz lack of communication..the reason being I DONT HAF THE PRIVILAGE OF OWNING A HANDPHONE!! N dont ask me why!!! ask my dad ok????!!!!!!

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