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Bonnie & Clyde
.29th March.  
Thursday, May 13, 2004 wad a dae today is such a fcuking sucky day wa kinda fought wid farhana dunno,tink so but i noe got tension but i oradie sae sori thru email haha im such a coward last tym wanna sae i like diz someone i send him email now wanna sae i sori to my fren send email such a coward but datz juz me one big fat..no,skinny..coward lazy wanna go back home dunno la stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid life but noe wad deres many other pple out dere whus life is even suckier den mine so cant complain too much lalala my life is one big joke hahaha lalala hehehe huhuhu hekhekhek khekhekhe wadeva i shud die den give my organs to those who need it more den i do all those who need kidneys all those who need tulang som2 all those who need wateva body parts mayb i shud donate my blood den ask the doctors or whoeva to suck all my freakin blood out den i die den can give those needy my organs i c my life no point i keep tinkin all these suicidal thoughts commitin suicide is WRONG but no harm in fantasizin/dreamin/tinkin those thoughts but i cant do dat cant commit suicide or else how to donate my organs my life is 1 big shit haha wadeva i tell pple not to be pessimistic but i myself tink pessimistically but deres a diff between pessimism and bad thoughts pessimism is tinkin u cant u cant u cant bad thoughts is tinkin life sux life sux life sux i am optimistic i can encourage my freakin self but when im down i juz really need time i'll be tinkin bad thoughts sometimes even be pessimistic but after a while i begin to be a bit optimistic guess so but i juz need pple to understand y cant pple understand? i can try,at least try,to understand pple but y cant pple even try to understand me? esp frm my frens n family dats y i dun really want to understand pple cuz dey wud do da same 4 me argh wad de heck la long time write wanna go off in bp lib now juz now lepak alone outside bp Mc akay dat all wa long seh khakhakha dat was a dry laff wdeva adioz ciaoz babai buhbye tata wadeva [[ ßǒŃńįè MǻЯΐä ŔōŜě ]] contemplating the meaning @ 5:50 PM
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